A Life Changing Heart Experience
Aluna Joy Yaxkin, and Ancient Goddesses and the Knights Templar
King Arthur's Tintagel Castle and Merlyn's Cave, England - 6/26/12 Message #12

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The following is the 12th message that we received in Avalon (England and Scotland) this past June/July 2012 over Solstice. You can find our other messages on our website at www.alunajoy.com under the "Articles for Personal and Planetary Transformation" link. It might be a good idea to read them in order as each message builds upon the previous one. We are sharing this message here with you just as we received it, in present time, with very little editing. We do this for a very important reason. We know that the messages that we receive are not just for our groups, but are for others as well. The Star Elders and all the others that joined us, assure me that the message and the corresponding energy will be transmitted to you as you read them. So as you read this, you might want to imagine that you are with us. Also, always view the photos on the website that we share, as photos also hold some energy of the sites.

Upon arriving at the Camelot Castle Hotel, my first impulse was to immediately go down a trail to the cliffs overlooking King Arthur's Tintagel Castle and Merlyn's Cave. But being the responsible group leader, I needed to see that everyone got checked into the hotel. When we checked into our room, I immediately began to feel anxious, unwelcomed, and was receiving some strong psychic attacked. I felt a presence that was not happy I was there. I looked around the room and could not see how I could ever sleep in that bed. The energy I felt in the room was very conflicted. It was like heaven and hell all in one place. I paced around the room, trying to clear out the negative energy. I pulled out all my tricks. It wasn't working.

I knew I was becoming unbalanced very quickly. So after trying to clear the negative energy out of the room, I felt an urgency to go outside and walk down to the cliffs. I needed my feet on the ground; I needed to rebalance myself. I left the room and started walking down the path to the cliff overlook. As we were walking down the path, I began to feel a full-body past life overlay come over me. It was unlike anything I had ever experienced before. The overlay and I were merging. It was an amazing feeling that no words can describe: so clear, with a powerful focus, and there was so much heart, love and oneness.

I was about half way down the trail to the cliffs edge, when I felt like I was spun around and pushed off of my feet. I was airborne for what felt like a long time. I landed hard, solely on my left scapula, and facing in the opposite direction (Now how did I do that?). I heard the pop as a rib cracked under the pressure of my entire left chest area being compressed flat as a pancake.

A group member had a dream a few nights before about me. In the dream, I was sucked under a bus and was smashed flat. This dream went through my head as I lay there ... crushed flat and feeling like a bus had hit me. This experience reminds me of something that the Mayas and the Incas also know about. One of the ways to radically shift energy is through a shock to the body. Well this shock was working on me big time.

The urge to go to the cliff's edge was still very strong, so after a few minutes of gathering myself up, I summoned enough energy (probably adrenaline) to get up and go down to the cliff edge as planned. First, I felt a deep ancestral past-life rage I have never felt before. It was clear that this rage was not personal, but came from a huge un-known, or sub-conscious, past tragedy. It felt as though my heart had been ripped out of my chest. I could not stop crying. I didn't have any sense of myself at this point, for I was lost in this powerful goddess-like being with whom I had merged.

I gave my partner a (light) punch in the chest and said, "You died on me ... you let me down ... why did you do that?" Again, as the words flew out of my mouth, I knew they were coming from this past life overlay. He looked a bit shocked to say the least. Poor guy.

Underneath the quickly fading rage, there was nothing but pure unconditional love and a sense of oneness, unity, unlike anything I have ever felt before. I wanted to stay in this state of awareness forever. It was pure, clear and unhampered from wounds, fear and ego. I knew this awareness was highly important. In spite of the mounting pain with each breath I took, I was also blissing-out. I could not stop crying, and the tears came from all the places being activated inside of me.

As the adrenaline wore off, I was rendered immobile and struggled to breathe. I don't like drama ... but the paramedics came to see if I was okay. I had cracked a rib and ripped the muscles around my heart.... The ripples were already spreading through our group like a tsunami. Yep, it was shift central ... but shake ups awaken things, don't they?

The next morning, we felt it was necessary for our group to re-group and to understand what had happened and what was still going on. We like to leave the message untouched, but this one was so very personal to our group to share it word for word. We also felt the message would not translate well as is. So I will summarize our meeting and following ceremony held, literally, in the mists of Avalon.

By the next morning, I had a deeper understanding about what had happened and also what the group had experienced. I still was merged completely with the past life overlay and in a very open and vulnerable space. I shared everything with tears running down my face. I am not usually this emotional, but for some reason Spirit had called me to be in this process with arms wide open and not hold back, no matter who was watching. I had to go for it, just like we all have to go for it these days of major transition. There is no more time to procrastinate. We are leaping into the future. I was so thankful for our group who were very supportive of this process. I needed to share from my cracked open heart, as I hoped to unravel what this meant for me, our group (and the readers of this message).

After I had fallen, the first thing that surfaced was really deep, righteous rage that came from a great loss. It was the deepest rage I have ever felt in my life. I have had many things to be mad about my life in the past, we all have. We have all suffered losses and betrayals. But this rage was much deeper and triggered by a great loss and betrayal from a collective purpose. This was rage in its pure raw form. It was intensely clear, powerful and righteous. It felt like this energy came from the power of nature, the power of the Earth, the water and the cliffs, the stars in the sky, and even the universe. The loss and betrayal were causing me to feel like we were losing something precious (in this past lifetime). We were losing a pure creative potential and power that was of universal proportions. We were at the end of the road.

So when I walked to the edge of the cliff and felt the rage, I felt like I wanted to jump. Now ... I am smart enough to know a past life memory from the current life, so of course I didn't jump. But quite a few others from our group had felt like they were being pulled off or wanted to jump or felt very unstable at the edge of the cliff as well. Now I knew this was not just about me, but about our group's energy and ancestral past.

During this process, I felt like my heart had broken; my chest was empty. But, surprisingly, with all these feelings, with all this rage; there was also an awareness of limitless, immeasurable, infinite LOVE. I never have felt that much love in my life, not even with the birth of my babies. Even now, as I am sharing this with you, it is hard to relate to the depth of the immersed Love I was feeling. This Love was impersonal and unconditional and felt like it came from the collective consciousness and the creative power of the universe. It was a very cosmic feeling. This love came from ALL of us (our group and those being drawn to read this). I wanted to stay in this open space as long as I could, because I knew that there was, and still is, something here for us to learn. A few years ago (2007), I were in England. We did not have enough days left to make the trip to Tintagel. I now realize that it was not the right time. What we experienced here had to do with divine timing and the right family, not just me.

Within the awareness of this love in the collective consciousness, I began to realize that the shock to the body needed to happen. I felt that somehow I took the shock to my body was not just for me but for our group and maybe all those reading this today. Shocks break up old, stuck energy.

Humanity has been scattered and separated over this dark time from which we now are emerging. Maybe we needed to be scattered, in order to let go and allow the light to pour through. Maybe this scattering created room for us to collect all the different pieces we have stored inside of us, so we could come back to finish the job. I hope you can feel the love and urgency of this love I feel today and a knowing that we need to work together in this sense of community, unity and love.

We can no longer can do this shift of the ages alone. It is time for the like-minded communities to come back together. It is time to come out of hiding and bare your heart and soul and allow that impersonal and unconditional love energy untouched by ego etc... to come forth from you. I hope you are hearing this message.

There was more ... I also felt like something completely flipped around inside me. It felt as though I had an internal polar flip. Maybe that is why I fell in the first place. Flipping poles could make us feel wobbly, and I guess an internal one could also do the same thing. So why a pole shift now? I have been traveling to sacred sites since 1986. Why now?

Over the course of our pilgrimage, we had spent much time talking about the HINGE between what was, and what will be ... and we felt that shift was on the summer Solstice, June 20, 2012. Now everything is reversing and coming back into balance, step by step. I can see now that this is going to take a bit of getting used to. There is going to be an adjustment period.

There was something amazing, familiar, and yet unknown, blooming inside of me as I walked down to the cliffs. Her presence was so powerful, and she had an indestructible, immortal, eternal feeling about her: it was a fierce tenacity. She would have said... "I am back, and you (negative forces) aren't winning this time." There was a deep commitment, no fear and amazing focus as well.

I think we all can feel something stirring inside us that is a super deep commitment to our destiny, even though it still may be an unknown to us. It doesn't matter if we know what it is or not. It does not matter what it takes to get the job done ... we are going to do this. No matter what they (negative energies) do to us, we will still survive and we have. So I am saying here, with all of you as my witnesses, I don't care what it takes. (gulp) And I hope you make that commitment as well. I feel what we are doing today on this planet is beyond our knowing and enormously and vitally important. We want to get the job done, yes? I hope you are on board with me here.

The group began to share what they had been feeling since their arrival to Tintagel .... Here is a very brief bit of the ancient history we unraveled together ...

Back in ancient days, there was a time when a gathering of really strong divine creative (feminine) presences (we might call "Goddesses" today). They were in Avalon and all over the Earth. They were protected and guarded by the men (we might call them Knights Templar today). These Goddess were the creators of the earth's grids and ley lines - an energy network in which to keep the balance on Earth as humanity evolved. It also was use to transmit new energies across the earth for the further evolving of the Earth and humanity.

The Goddesses' job was nearly done, but other lower vibrational beings that were committed to the darkness and inauthentic power found them out and knew what they are doing. The dark ones realized that this meant that they would lose control of humanity if they succeeded. The Goddesses, all the while protected by the knights, worked quickly to finish the grid. They worked to the very last second. But the job was not done, and they were pushed to the ends of the Earth.

So that all their work would not be for nothing, they leaped into the ocean and anchored the ends of the ley line into the earth on an acupuncture point under the sea. Even though they knew it was time for the Earth to go into a cocoon stage (transformational darkness), they still felt a traumatic and terrible loss. But they knew they would come back to finish the job in the distant future. So they willingly, with all their power, leaped into the sea, not as victims, but as victors. They were totally in their conscious power when they jumped into the sea. You can still feel this awareness and energy on the land.

The knights fought a brutal and fatal battle to hold off the enemy until the Goddesses anchored the ley lines. Now here is the strange thing ... none of us remember the Goddesses dying in the leap to the sea, but neither do we remember how they were able to live. It is a mystery we are still working to remember and unravel. Maybe this is how the myth of the Silkies came into being.

The Maya and Inca knew of this transformational darkness - the cocoon stage of the Earth. They knew there was going to be a time where the Earth had to go into almost total darkness. There were many Light Keepers that maintained little light portals upon the Earth to keep it alive (and all of you reading this), so the Earth wouldn't end up dead like the moon. We kept it alive, but just barely. Just enough breath, just enough light, so the Earth could regenerate and evolve to this new place.

The Sun has nearly passed through the galactic center / dark rift (milky way) now, and at the end of this year, we will begin to exit the rift. This dark riff is the doorway between the old ways and the new ways. As mentioned, the Solstice (the middle of 2012) acts as a hinge in this age and this year. We have crossed to the other side now; we have flipped a page ... everything is changing / reversing after Solstice.

On our group's pilgrimage through Glastonbury and other areas, we felt we had been collecting, or gathering up, bits of wisdom, remembrances and pieces to a big puzzle. Maybe we were walking on the same lines that those ancient Goddesses had created. We brought these pieces back to Tintagel to the culmination leaping point, the end of the ley lines that are on dry land - where the Goddesses took their leap into the sea. Most of our group was mysteriously and inexplicably attracted to the sea on the cliffs of Tintagel and Merlyn's cave. I have never felt anything like it before.

Merlin is anchored here at Tintagel as a Mer Line, a ley line to the Mother, the Mer, which is the vast ocean of human consciousness. We felt that our group (and those reading this) had come here to reclaim this vast ocean of human consciousness and finish a job. Also, the Celtic tradition believed that the Mother, the Earth, could be reached best through the sea. The true Mother Earth actually was most available through the sea. So now the story is really coming together.

I feel that we (and many of those reading this) have been slowly pushed to what we feel is the edge of the world (3D reality), and when get to the edge of this world, the only thing left is to jump into the sea (the great creative void). There has been a lot of negative energy that has attempted to stop us from doing this job. They failed, of course. I think this applies to the entire light worker community. These are clues that we are opening up to something very big.

Beings that are committed to the darkness and inauthentic force/power will try to come to stop us when we are holding onto new amazing pieces of this grand puzzle. We are particularly vulnerable at the point when we receive these pieces, because there is an integration period in which these pieces may be vulnerable to contamination and even theft. But these negative forces will fail again of course. We are still here, and we are about to finish a huge job to re-anchor the ideals of Avalon and Camelot and bring about a higher level of unity, community, and love back in full force on Earth. There is nothing that can stop the completion of this job. The momentum is too strong. The light has already won.

So as our group remembered these things ... we plotted the return of this energy together in a ceremony....

We needed to walk out to the cliff edge, anchor our pieces back in the stone, and allow them to rise back up out of the sea, whole and complete, and be activated into the Earth grid again. Then, as we (and those reading this) go back out into the world, we will carry ley lines back out into the world. Those of us that continue on to Rosslyn will be taking the ley lines all the way to Rosslyn Rose ley line.

At this point we realized what a wild, "out there" pilgrimage this has been. But we can't be afraid to feel the depths of our truth and purpose, no matter how wild it may seem. This is our destiny as light workers: to BE and LIVE our truth. We had to hide ourselves and the depth of our creative love, our strength and our creative power. Now it is time we hold our ground with unbending tenacity. Back in the past, we had to learn to let go of holding our ground. Our work had to go back into the sea and go into sleep-mode for a time. But we are back now!

But the bottom line, the most important thing I have learned from all of this, is being able to feel the full force of pure love all the way, and allowing ourselves to be brutally vulnerable. An Australian sister of mine always says … we have to live with arms wide open. We must rip our hearts open, and say, "World here we are!" and live in the world raw - totally exposed.

When I hit the ground, whatever was blocking me from living wide open got knocked out of me. A least for now, I don't feel like I have to hide anymore. (Sadly, after about 18 hours passed, my heart close a bit. I tried to balance my inner and outer worlds, and I didn't feel the amazing wide openness that I felt before. Yet, I never returned to my original form either. I know this experience is in my memory now, and I will be able to access it anytime it is called for.)

I feel as though we are the ancestors returned. We are the ancestors coming back to get the job done this time. We are a part of something bigger than just one-self; we are a collective of creative power. Those Goddesses of the past knew that it was not the end of their world but an opportunity for a new beginning sometime in the future. They had no concern about self-preservation because their job was much bigger than any one person. It is not like they didn't value their lives, but they understand they were part of a greater cause. Our soul life continues. We are in their shoes now.

Tintagel - the ceremony overlooking the sea.

As the group walked down to the overlook point, which looked out to the sea, a mist surrounded us so completely that we could no longer see the hotel above the cliffs. All we could see was our circle of family. That was it… And no one could see us. It was as though the clouds came in like the spirits of the Knight's Templar to protect us once again. Then it started to rain sweetly. And as we approached the overlook point, it rained harder and harder. But we didn't mind.

The ceremony ...

We call upon the Earth and ask that the knowledge we have long forgotten - the wisdom that we anchored into the sea - be returned to us with all of its clarity, depth, compassion, integrity, wisdom, honor, strength, courage and feelings. We ask that this knowledge be returned to us now, together with the knowledge of all those who had walk these ley lines and anchored their knowledge and wisdom into the sea.

Where we stand today is the center point. Everyone in their mind's eye, anchor your sword down here. (the one that Archangel Michael gave us at Brentor) We need to make a huge new, acupressure point for all the knowledge and wisdom to be brought back up to the surface for all of humanity. All for one ... one for all. This is as it should be.

Group member came over to me and gave me a stone. She said "This is a representation of your heart. This is your heart stone from the Pluto cave in Mt. Shasta. This is yours to do with as you wish."

I said ... "It needs to be thrown back into the ocean, and I throw it into the ocean. As I threw the stone back into the sea, the group let out a loud scream. This scream never made it past the protective mist that surrounded us. We were in such a protective space.

Now that we have thrown the heart stone into the ocean, we ask that our hearts be returned to us in their full and impeccable glory, as in the days when we understood truth and never questioned for a single moment our hearts calling. This is the power that we hold inside of us. We ask that we walk each step in this power from this point on. We ask that we can now remember and feel that we are as close to being immortal as a human being can be, and know that nothing can destroy the energy we carry. We may have had to bury this energy in the ocean for a while, but now it is time for it to be re-birthed to the entire planet. (Aluna stomps on the ground.) And that is my contribution and my sword.

Blessings in this moment. Blessings on our hearts. Blessings that we have made the journey all the way to this place. We are here. We did it.

So this is now the place where the new ley lines begin, and the new ley lines are our path returning back home - like ribbons of light. The group teased me and said it was going to be named the ... Aluna line. But I didn't like this because it was all of us that did this work (and those reading this). But we didn't come up with a name in that moment, in the mist and pouring rain…. But for now, I will call it the name we decided for our group: "The Well-done Ley Line" (well done ... Get it?)

We went back up to the hotel to dry out and warm up. The clouds parted and the mist cleared, telling us that the job we did was, in fact, well done.

I want to send heart felt blessings to everyone who took the time to read this message. These events changed my life in ways that I cannot describe, and I am sure our group felt the same. I hope the energy translated to you in magical mist-ical ways. I know that if you got to the end of this message, you surely must have been a part of what this message contains. Like-frequency attracts like-frequency. So you must have been with us in spirit as we traveled through Avalon. Thank you for your support.

Aluna Joy Yaxk'in . . . A Star Messenger - Earth Oracle - Soul Reader - Sacred Site Junkie was literally born awake and in the company of her guides, the Star Elders. Today she has evolved into an author, spiritual life coach, sacred site guide, alternative historian, ordained minister and modern mystic. In the Inca world, Aluna is considered a Qawaq (cow-wak), a clairvoyant or seer of living energy. Aluna acts as a spiritual archaeologist using her clairvoyant / clairsentient gifts to excavate current messages from the masters of ancient, enlightened cultures to uncover what affect this has on humanity and the collective consciousness. She is well known for her down to earth, accepting attitude that makes each one feel like they have come home. She inspires and encourages others to recognize and accept their own authentic divinity and connection to the Creator. "Our groups are family, and each one is a teacher and also a student. We work together as a team to unravel the sacred mysteries of life." Aluna coined the term "sacred site junkie" because she is one herself. After her first trip to Tulum, Mexico, her life changed dramatically, and she was sent on an entirely different path in life. Since this time, her work has been influenced by uncountable shamanic experiences in sacred sites of Mexico, Guatemala, Belize, Honduras, Peru, Bolivia, Egypt, Greece, England, Australia and New Zealand. Aluna has been leading groups in the Maya world since 1986, the Inca world since 1996, and the Egyptian world since 2008, and the mystical world of Avalon (England and Scotland) since 2007. Aluna offers Star Elder Sessions, formulates Sacred Site Essences and a free newsletter. She is the author of "Mayan Astrology" and her articles have been published worldwide. Website: www.AlunaJoy.com Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/alunajoyyaxkin YouTube: http://www.youtube.com/user/feelthelove2012

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